Those last 5 pounds

Well here I am, within 5 pounds of my goal weight that I chose oh-so-long-ago!

I’m not even sure whether it’s the right number…might want to lose a little more.

It’s funny, people have asked me “Well are you EXCITED?” And my answer is…well…the first 20 pounds were exciting. And getting below 200 was exciting. Now, I just feel…normal!!

It’s really weird. I think because I haven’t been heavy my whole adult life. I’ve experienced all sizes in my adulthood. Gotta say, tho, never have I felt more secure and not scared that I’m going to gain all the weight back. That is because I’m engaged in a very different process this time.

I’m talking to myself differently, living differently, and my outlook is quite different.

That’s all I got right now, lots of thoughts that I haven’t really put down on paper (or in the ethernet).

Hope all’s well in my subscriber world. Really wish someone would comment on one of my posts! I feel like I’m screaming into the void. 😦

Thanks for reading!!!!

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