My Journey

Alrightey then…very busy weekend for me. Unusualuff: working a lot, not eating like t usually do, more drinking. I’m just trying to find my way.

I’ve still been losing weight, which is a bit of a surprise to me, I have to admit. So much pressure, but I have been sticking to my plan and continuing to exercise, not eating ice cream for example…it’s all good.

At some point I know I’m going to have the discussion with my in-laws: “What are you doing?” “Do you feel better” “Keep going”

My personal favorite…”keep going” like…okay, you’ve lost some weight but you’re still fat so keep going. *sigh* Just WAITING for that talk.

I’ve lost almost 25 pounds at this point. Can’t even believe that. Yes I can wear clothes I haven’t been able to wear in quite a while. Still, I feel like a big fat blob when I look in the mirror. Still have an apron, still wear big clothes, still have extra paunch. At what point do I become comfortable with how I look? Is that point never? And am I okay with that being the case???????

A big question for another day.